Why am I here? What’s going on?
How could these blessings all have turned out so wrong?
Where are You when I need You the most?
It feels like You took all the Holy and left me with the ghost
So now all that I’m needing is to feel You with me
‘Cause I can get tired believing in the things I can’t see
Faith isn’t always easy
Despite all this time, You find me still here
The place that I swore away from each New Year
And this road that I’m walking, I keep losing my way
‘Cause the straight and the narrow’s laid out more like a maze
So now all that I’m needing
Is to feel You with me
‘Cause I can get tired believing
In the things I can’t see
I’m wrestling angels
For more than a sign
‘Cause I just cannot settle
For a faith with no spine
If You’re not in the valley
Then tell me what’s the use of the mountain top?
And at least if we’re wrestling
I don’t need more proof that You’re and intimate God
It’s not easy, but I wouldn’t want easy
So now all that I’m needing
Is to feel You with me
‘Cause I can get tired believing
In the things I can’t see
I’m wrestling angels
For more than a sign
‘Cause I just cannot settle
For a faith with no spine
Faith isn’t always easy
Wyndow is a collaboration between musicians Laura J. Martin and Lavinia Blackwall who self-describe their work as "musical postcards". Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 5, 2021